Idola Circus English Lyrics by QueenOfLucifenia, literature
Literature
Idola Circus English Lyrics
Do you see the blue sky being burnt away?
Do you see darkness more than anything else?
Ah, let’s just play for a little while
So? How do you feel, today’s sorta special now
I was always taught that a spider thread was the only salvation possible
In the pits of hell
But I guess in the end it was just a pointless rumor nothing else but gossip
Such a bore
Ah, I can’t hear, anything that you preach, dear Buddha
Save me
From these
entangle
ments
of limbs
Come on let’s dance
All night
Strip off
and join us all
We know
we know
we know
Who you are inside
Again, putting on a fake smile
Just like a pitiful circus clown
We hide away from people,
But never want to feel alone;
Losing ourselves in an infinity of pixels,
Draining our identities like liquid morphine
To entertain the masses;
Find a way to dull all the pain...
In a world where no one understands,
We seek to dwell within
Those who see us as we truly are;
In a world where one's persona is everything,
Personality is complex, yet meaningless...
We all crave to be acknowledged,
Pushed haphazardly into the limelight,
And all I want to do is crawl away,
Find some way to escape...
And we are all just cowering in shadows,
Submerging ourselves in a vast array
Of etiquette tourniquets; a spiderweb...
Br
"It feels right."
Then let's do something about that.
"I don't like you at all."
Is that really the truth?
My heart wants it to be a lie,
But my brain wants it to be true.
So that these feelings can finally,
Be just another beautiful memory.
I am alone.
My parents barely acknowledge
that I exist,
and at school
I fade into the background,
which I guess is better
than the alternative of constant torture.
They call me a basket-case
and avoid me at all costs,
so I find ways to entertain myself
which is why I am here
on a Saturday
for a detention I didn't earn.
There are four others here too,
so I make up lies that are mixed
with the truth, so no one can tell
what is real
or what is false.
All I want is for someone to care;
Someone to try to get to know me,
because I am tired
of feeling invisible.
But what does it matter?
They see me as they want to see me
In